Monday, July 4, 2016

            She looked out across the water, her head tipped and her eyes narrowed.  All she could see were tight crests, one after another, small collapsing pyramids of slate gray water pitching in the wind and the buoyed gusts of rain.  She was sitting on the sun-beaten bench, clutching a dock pole.  She shivered evenly as the rain hit the water.  She had a cigarette clutched in her right hand, soaked through and rat hair brown.  The water spiked and danced along the rain-punctured plane for as far as she could see.  She shook, battered by rain.  Finally, she made fists as she shivered and the cigarette was crushed.  It could have been dried out.  She felt it slip softly away in the rain as she let her fingers open her palm to the sky.  Lightning struck far away along the dome of the sky and she bolted for the house.  Across the grass and up the hill, down the dirt road, then left at the first mailbox, a homemade box with peeling green paint, skewered there like a fool in a pillory. 
            On the road the trees hung like an ancient tunnel, runged, intestinal.  She walked quietly, drumming up body heat by rubbing her arms rhythmically around her torso, her elbows strumming her numb ribs.  When the rain stopped, everything was quiet for a moment.  She could just hear the distant highway over the sounds of her bare feet planting and unpeeling on the saturated gravel.  She walked carefully, watching for sharp rocks and tending to the driven-in ruts.  She saw the house and started into a limp jog, her water-logged feet striking the road numbly as she climbed the small slippery hill up to the front yard. 
                     

      
Vern moved slowly
Like something half broken and made of wood
And he smelled of used sandpaper

But there was a whorl in him
A knot in the woodenness of Vern

Interpolated

More by insertion
Than by hernia

He was evil
Exactly
But evil like a snake
With basic drives
That fell comatose
In the cold

He looked like he was in pain
Like he’d been folded up in a drawer
With the peanut shells
And greasy handwritten receipts
Single serving boxes of Frosted Flakes
And the accumulation of sand
From before the internet

Vern is the evil Yoda of white trash
Talking like his face doesn’t work
Hunched and covered in cement dust
I’d like to kick his head off
Like in the movies
Clean off
Sailing away like a soccer ball

But today he brings in a check
So I sell him the dirt
Because a check is at least


Evidence
Rumors of strange rituals
Had piqued our curiosity
And it was early in June
When Karen and I decided to visit the island
Out of a shared curiosity
For primitive things
And vacationing
In warm places

Suitcases in the foyer
And cab called
I stood in the doorway the day we were leaving
And watched her spray her hair
Narrowing her eyes with her head tilted
Jogging the bottle side to side
As she watched herself in the mirror
And started in on her face

Lipstick
Then mascara
Over a tasteful slash of eye shadow
And I stood wondering
Why is Karen getting made up
To visit an island
Full of savages
Who worship the sun
And eat nothing but insects
And rigid island-yams
Cooked over open fires, no doubt
And as we got closer
I became doubtful and pessimistic
Karen noticed and grew sullen herself
Resentful of my withdrawal
But the sand was hot when we hit the shore

And it immediately filled my shoes with hot grit
But Karen slipped gracefully
All but tossing her things on the beach
As her dress billowed perfectly
In the warm wind
That peeled the surf away
Like ripe pear skin
The already distant ferry
Trailing smoke like blackened cotton